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| What would I do without you?
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| Hi God,
I was washing dishes for four hours today. I can still feel some crap in my eyes but thats ok.. I hope I don't grow a pimple. School is so tough right now. I barely have time to breathe.. or even relax if you may call it. I want to do your work, but these are the things that get me somewhere in life. I want to get a education and do well so in the future, I can use my knowledge and give it all to You. But that sounds off to me. I'm balancing school and work together because I don't want my parents to pay for a lot of my things. Tuition is a money machine. I'm also trying to work out my schedule with EMS and all the Medic training sessions but that leaves me no time to do any homework or study for tests. I have a test Wednesday, Thursday and Friday and it's only been the second week of school. Dear Lord, hear my cry. I won't be updating as much since I don't have time but please listen to my silent whispers to you. Thanks a lot.
Love,
Evelyn
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| Jesus,
Here I am again... kinda sad, yeah. Did some things I am not proud of today but you were there to hear me out. This walk is so tiring. I look to others as models but use them as excuses when they fail to do their job. I need to look to You. I'm holding on, but I'm crawling. Take me away. I surrender.
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| So God,
Today is the hump.. almost Thursday =] School is tiring.. with 10 hours of work added. I'm thinking about dedicating my time to the RIT Ambulance and working to be a Medic. You know I can't stand the sight of blood or any of that doctor stuff in fact, so how come You're calling me to be in this field? It's okay, I'm going to follow Your commands regardless of what I'm sure of anyway. I miss home sometimes, often have dreams about the people there. There's so much to do here with so little time. Father, I am weary but I'll be a soldier for You.
Love,
Evelyn
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| Heavenly Father,
So it has almost been a week back in Rochester. Orientation training has been hectic with all the different workshops we had to attend to. I'm starting to settle in again, having awkward feelings here and there. It's like an itch you have in your throat but you don't know where it is or how to get rid of it. It happens suddenly and anywhere, that it makes me feel weird and sick, almost wanting to throw up. It's happened to me throughout my eighteen years of my life, not sure what it is or how the feeling triggers. Recently I have been having an overwhelming feeling when I'm in the bathroom, like a Satan attack. One thing I picture is the spiritual warfare battle of good and evil and I feel so sick. Father, help me get through this, take care of me. I need You.
Love,
Evelyn
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